BEING A GAY IS AN ETERNAL SUFFERING

[andi]

I AM MAN 23 YEARS OLD.

I AM 100% MUSLIM.

I HAVE FOUR SISTER, AND I AM THE ONLY ONE MAN IN MY FAMILY.

WHEN I WAS A CHILD I VE INTERESTED IN MAN MORE THAN A GIRL. I DON'T WHY.

AND TIIL NOW. I STILL LOVE A MAN. I ALWAYS WORKING HARD FOR BEING A STRAIGHT AND FAILED FAILED AND FAILED. I NEVER FALL IN LOVE WITH A GIRL

2 OR 3 YEARS LATER, I WILL MARRY A GIRL. I REALLY SO CONFUSED HOW TO BE A REAL MAN. I'M AFRAID . I CAN'T MAKE HER HAPPY.

SOMTIMES I THINK FOR BEING A GAY. BUT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME. I AM A MUSLIM. AND I DON'T WANNA MAKE MY PARENTS HATE ME.

THEY'RE HAPPINESS IS MORE IMPORTANT FOR ME. ALTHOUGH I'LL SUFFERING FOREVER.

[Eric]

Life is a bitch sometimes!

[wingsofnightingale]

Be Pinay....I mean gay.

[juicy_fruit146]

IT DEPENDS UPON THE SOCIETY AND THE PLACE YOU LIVE IN! SOME GAY IN OTHER COUNTRY EXPERIENCE FREEDOM AND HAPINESS AND NOT SUFFERING! IN YOUR CASE, INDONESIA WHICH IS DOMINATED WITH MUSLIM PEOPLE, GAYS WILL BE AN INSULT TO THEM AND WILL EXPERIENCE SUFFERING AS YOU DID

[maimai]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

[mytee]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

[hybrid]

Don't worry, one day you will have your own job and your own place to stay, you will feel more independant, and you will not have to endure anyone choice forced upon. Don't tell you parents, friends and family if you are not ready yet, it is better to do it when you are fully ready.

But, please, if you know that you are gay, and that you cannot fall in love with girls, please don't marry a girl, because unlike you she will probably in love with you, and it is not her fault if you are gay; gays shouldn't get married with girls just to use them as cover ,that's selfish and cruel.

However , if it is that important for your family that you get married, you can try to get married with a lesbian; lesbians in your country are probably facing the same dilemna as you.

[maimai]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

[wingsofnightingale]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

[maimai]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

[wingsofnightingale]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

IF YOU ARE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR...I MUST SAY YOU ARE A COMPLETE FAG...A DELUSIONAL ONE ! !

[maimai]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

IF YOU ARE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR...I MUST SAY YOU ARE A COMPLETE FAG...A DELUSIONAL ONE ! !

oh yeah..not as delusional as your mother f cker..............

[wingsofnightingale]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

IF YOU ARE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR...I MUST SAY YOU ARE A COMPLETE FAG...A DELUSIONAL ONE ! !

oh yeah..not as delusional as your mother f cker..............

WHY CRYING..IF YOU LOOK LIKE A TRANNY....THATS NOT MY PROB !! PINAY MAID !

[maimai]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

IF YOU ARE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR...I MUST SAY YOU ARE A COMPLETE FAG...A DELUSIONAL ONE ! !

oh yeah..not as delusional as your mother f cker..............

WHY CRYING..IF YOU LOOK LIKE A TRANNY....THATS NOT MY PROB !! PINAY MAID !

is that the best you've got..........your such a loser..such a waste time replying to an ugly stupid stinky fag like you. ciao

[mytee]

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[b][size=150][color=#FF0000]your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

" if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion." CGE SABIHIN MO SA MGA MUSLIM NA ANG ADVICE MO EH ISANG OPTION ANG TALIKURAN NYA ANG RELIGION NYA PARA I-PURSUE ANG KABADINGAN AT MAGING MASAYA KUNG HINDI KA MAPUGUTAN NG ULO BOBO!!![/b][/size][/color][/font]

[wingsofnightingale]

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[b][size=150][color=#FF0000]your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

excuse me....did you read what i said before commenting. how dare you also. i never said anything bad about their religion so dont make a false statement. lookslike your the one who dont know what you are talking about. cause being gay in muslim is very much prohibited. its not accepted or tolerated.so you dont you ever go smarty pants on me got it? i know its taboo for them to be gay.....duh.....just read again ok..your so stupid!

SHUT UP YOU BOTH FAGS

i wont shut up..and no more can be more fag than you wings. so get lost!

IF YOU ARE THE ONE IN YOUR AVATAR...I MUST SAY YOU ARE A COMPLETE FAG...A DELUSIONAL ONE ! !

oh yeah..not as delusional as your mother f cker..............

WHY CRYING..IF YOU LOOK LIKE A TRANNY....THATS NOT MY PROB !! PINAY MAID !

is that the best you've got..........your such a loser..such a waste time replying to an ugly stupid stinky fag like you. ciao

STOP INBOXING ME FOR FORGIVENESS [/b][/size][/color][/font]

[jaya_castro]

JUST PRAY, WITH GOD IS EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

[Kokin]

If I did have to get married, like hybrid said, I would marry a lesbian.
Do not marry a straight woman, though; that would be wrong.
Honestly, though, if I were you, I would run the f**k away.
23 years old..& having to put up with some of the homophobic shit?

Nothing is more important than MY HAPPINESS.

[clarkmail]

IF I WILL CHANGE MY RELIGIOUS BELIEF..I WILL NEVER MARRY THE ONE I LOVED...BECAUSE THE FIRST PERSON THAT LOVE IS GOD..WHO CREATED ME!! CHAR!!
GOD CREATED ME AS MEN NOT GAY!! THATS WHY..ITS TOO HARD TO BE GAY HOWEVER...I DONT HAVE ANY CHOICES..TO BE GAY OR TO BE MEN...

[bonzaimy]

Im a muslim and i have a lot of gay friends. You should know that it is wrong to be gay but as you said, u cant love n make women happy. Nobody force you to get married. Married is not wajib. If u cant be straight, just stay single forever. Please, dont do haram things like what gay people do. If you are in doubt, pray. I advise you to go to mekkah to seek help from God if you have money. Who knows, God will grant your wish to be straight. Gay people think that they are born to be gay but in Islam, no one born to like the same sex. Its in your mind. Psychology thing.

P/s : im not bashing gay ppl. I just give him advise in islam way.

[UniversoMundoTierra]

your in a very hard position...but the solution to end your suffering is in your hands. my advice is...to be totally happy in this world , you have to accept who you really are and be true to yourself.stop pretending. and if your religion prohibit your sexual preference i guess its not the right religion for you to be in.you have to choose , being free & happy and follow your heart or your religion. dont marry the girl or you will also hurt her. dont worry about your parents , im sure they will not agree in coming out or changing religion but they will forgive you in the right time.im sure of that.i hope my advice will enlighten you. tc always.

HOW DARE YOU TALK ABOUT THEIR RELIGION. SEEMS LIKE YOU KNOW NOTHING ABOUT THEIR CULTURE. IT'S VERY DIFFERENT FROM US AND SO YOU SHOULD NOT ADVISE HIM LIKE HE'S ONE OF US BECAUSE WHAT IS APPLICABLE AND REASONABLE TO US MAY BE TABOO TO THEM.

exactly! i think maimai you should also be sensitive and respect what they believe.. that is their religion and somehow gay in their kind of culture is so very hard and difficult to accept with this could even lead him to death.. i hope you can understand his side.. and to the TS .. you are in a very hard situation.. i can feel it..

[Perky555]

Im a muslim and i have a lot of gay friends. You should know that it is wrong to be gay but as you said, u cant love n make women happy. Nobody force you to get married. Married is not wajib. If u cant be straight, just stay single forever. Please, dont do haram things like what gay people do. If you are in doubt, pray. I advise you to go to mekkah to seek help from God if you have money. Who knows, God will grant your wish to be straight. Gay people think that they are born to be gay but in Islam, no one born to like the same sex. Its in your mind. Psychology thing.

P/s : im not bashing gay ppl. I just give him advise in islam way.

LIKED FULLY EVERY WORD YOU HAVE JUST SAID, IT IS EXPENSIVE TO GO TO MEKKAH, A SILENT PLACE TO RETREAT AND BE ALONE WITH GOD WILL SUFFICE. Pray Andi. Humble yourself and bring your "nothingness, your brokenness' to God. God the source of wisdom and love will hear you and heal you in His time.

[kwanloong]

This could have been a very good thread for rational discussion until...

[whyNot?]

G.A.Y : G.od A.ccepts Y.ou, that's the first thing matter. Second, your parents love you. No matter what. Maybe they are disapointed but parents are still parents no matter what they will love you. The problem is in you. Why do you have to force yourself for your parents' happines, others' happines and make your self miserable? You dont have to suffer. You only have to accept yourself, as God always accept their creations. You can be in a million way to be a good son without marrying a girl, and just be nice to others so others will be nice to you. At the end of they, love will conquer all, trust me. Just love your God, love others and remember you have to love yourself to.

[Adnan]

You are in a very bad situation and I feel for you. You should probably come to the Philippines and be who you are. Society here is more tolerant and accepting of homosexuals.
I am also a Muslim like you. My family knew that I was a discreet gay but we never talked about it. They are loving and caring. I think that you should, once and for all, stand up and be brave. It is entirely up to you if you want homosexuality to eternally punish you.

Don't hesitate to PM me if you need anything. Lastly, to marry a woman will not do you any good at all. If you do that, then your problem is becoming like a mobius strip going round and round never losing a link.

[beautywatchnyc]

Don't despair. Even normal people do suffer - - from a certain lack. And life is never meant to be complete. That lack may be so pronounced in others, while it may remain subtle in certain ways for some. But no matter how insignificant the suffering or lack may manifest, each one of us mortals has a cross to bear, it's just that some among us don't overplay the unhappiness, some others seem self-accepting and live the suffering in silence. You may experiment living a life if you can afford it all to yourself. Independence has its finer points but that break-up would mean giving up on people you love because of the physical distance you created between yourself and them. But wait, isn't that actually some kind of misery by itself? Make no mistake. Living a life all to yourself elsewhere to pursue the freedom of being independent serves no guarantee that you will find the happiness that you are seeking as being gay. It could be worse if you are unable to find balance between the new found freedom with utmost responsibility. At the end of the day you and you alone can determine the kind of life that you want for yourself. What do you in your self introspection really believe in? If pursuing "gayness" as what others of our kind have defined or what you've heard or seen thru the actual experience of your peers would mean giving up all you believe in including your religion, morals, familial love, and civic responsibilities, that doesn't translate to happiness, where then would that bring you. Pray for guidance and weigh your alternatives and options.

[TissuePaper]

just love your girl. protect her.
and if you making her happy. it will be better.
act like she's your playmate. and you 2 are ready to play on bed.. hehehe
just be strong. if you can't be her husband. you're gay and weak. really gay gay GAY! weak! gay.
it is a challenge for you, just keep doing everything to make her happy. don't think of your horness in man.
horness is not d problem.man is just like d life. man is being tough, and ready for everything.
if you're a man. so cool man, they will cheer for you. many girls will scream. and you will be proud to be a straigh man. soon.
hope it helps.

[judith14]

Just being gay is a choice. it's hard situation you are in right now. my advice is to follow your heart and be it. if you really want to be STRAIGHT, then make it as your goal. there's no wrong about aiming on it. make it as a challenge. someday somehow, your goal will be fulfilled if you are really trying hard enough for it.

NEVER mind people who will then say that you have changed a lot. you can do it!!

[Kokin]

Sorry, ma'am, but your comment is severely full of ignorance right about now. I am not trying to attack you, though. Many people think the same as you do.
If being gay is a choice, then try going lesbian for a day. DO IT.
It is as easy as it sounds, right? WRONG.
You were born straight, so you cannot make it a goal to change your sexual orientation. Why would we choose to be gay if we're gonna go through this discrimination and hate from people, every day? It just doesn't make sense. Think. Get in our shoes!
People are born brown. People are born white. People are born male. People are born female. People are born mentally disabled. People are born physically disabled. People are born healthy. People are born straight. People are born gay. Now, my message to the world is to GET OVER IT.

Just being gay is a choice. it's hard situation you are in right now. my advice is to follow your heart and be it. if you really want to be STRAIGHT, then make it as your goal. there's no wrong about aiming on it. make it as a challenge. someday somehow, your goal will be fulfilled if you are really trying hard enough for it.

NEVER mind people who will then say that you have changed a lot. you can do it!!

[Clitoris]

gah!! i know its a very tough situation but atleast you have a choice. and choosing either way wont be the end of the world..so relax and have enough time think about it. but first, you have to know what good for you before others.afterall, it's your life anyway.